Then I was in my teen years all the major tension I had was of nursing those heart breaks caused by crushes on random guys or at the thought of not being able to look prettier (told you I am an ugly duckling story personified!)
Family tensions, nagging relatives, politics, people, marriage proposals, what to DO NOW type Questions, higher studies, focus on career, choose love over career, go abroad, study loan arrangement, choosing between options, finding your true love (sometimes he is just there in front of you and you don’t notice type questions), getting married.
And now I am married – so the headaches don’t seem to go away – No no the guy is amazing its not his fault 😉 😛 …its my stupid typical libran trait…of not being pacified ever…the tension is sometime to change some decisions I took a couple of years back, managing house-job-uni, maintaining the work-life matrix, save more money and what to buy what not to buy, random people (whom I haven’t talked to in ages) asking when we are starting a family – I mean helloooo hellooo!! (this bugs me big time!!), loose weight and go to gym daily, take care of myself – pamper myself, be punctual, do things I always wanted to – learn to play guitar/drive/swim/sky-dive, be in love all over again, smile often not just say ‘lol’, meet my ‘friends’ and hang out with them………
What should I do? Perky Squirrel here tells me I should look at the future and don’t think so much! Yeah that’s right…..but its not that easy – I am trying..going for a road trip this weekend before I begin a new chapter of life starting from 17 August….
Wish me luck..I know you all have your fair share….but right now I am on the brink of breakdown….I have never felt this way before and I am not too good at handling this….
Sorry folks for bearing my mood swings, I know I have been too dull at lunches and at home! Hopefully the ‘ massakalli version 2.0’ would be back from next week 😀
Then I’d sing – ‘Ek ghoont mein duniyadaari ki main saari samajh nigal gai, rang biranga paani peeke seedhi saahi kudi bigad gai, Dekh ke mujhko hansta gaata sadd gai ye duniya sadd gai’ 🙂
ahh the good old days of leisure…
Sigh! You are making me miss my good ‘ol college days yaar! That was like a gazillion years ago 😀
Yeah as we grow older, tensions multiply.. true.. agree with you..
Nothing’s better than college days …. no tension fultoo masti …
Hehe….enjoy this phase before it passes 😉
And be back soon, massakkali 🙂
Ah, you echo my feelings… so true, the days gone by were the days we forever look forward to… but how impossible is that! Don’t worry about your libran trait! I am one as well.. 😀
Librans are known for balancing myriad equations, so if YOU cannot do it, trust me, no one can! 😀
So, friend, say ‘cheese’ and say cheers to life! 😀 😀 😛
Such if life !!! Fraught with lil troubles but its gets us going .. 🙂
We always lost the child within in this materialistic world.
Try to find And life will be happier again.
I few times search, few times I meet, few times Not.
Ah, well, i know what you mean. Its been there, done that kinda thing!! But trust me sweetie, this too is a phase, will pass and next year, you will miss THIS phase 😉 Trust me!! 😀
I love this one too! …‘Ek ghoont mein duniyadaari ki main saari samajh nigal gai, rang biranga paani peeke seedhi saahi kudi bigad gai, Dekh ke mujhko hansta gaata sadd gai ye duniya sadd gai’ …
[as if you didn’t know already! 😉 ]