The mere thought of stretching this comatose relationship while putting it on odd messages’ ventilator support is inhuman. It needs to be set free; to be euthanised – into an indefinite dead stage, where you and I could breathe finally.
We have been choking on each others’ monumental expectations, on each others’ time windows. I beg, you yearn – this needs to be stopped. We need to be brave. We need to mingle in our own social circles to help us fill the vacuum we have left in each others’ laughter. I will be slightly tipsy while dressed looking all sorts of gorgeusness. Not thinking even once about clicking a pic for you. Not thinking even once if you could be there in the mix of crowd as my comforting face telling me shhhhhh I know you way more than these morons.
I will be fine. You will be fine too. The feelings will remain forever because ‘we are each others’ that single person we will always have feelings for no matter what’. Just that we won’t be talking. We won’t be expecting anything anymore. We will find another person who will help us fill in the large vacuum.
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Currently listening to – Sau dard hai.
Behta hain paani behne de, waqt ko yuhi rehne de
Dariyaa ne karwat li hai toh sahilon ko sehne de
Sau hasratein par tera gham nahii
Sau dard hain,sau rahatein sab mila dil nashin ek tu hi nahii
Originally posted here.
I agree with Lifeofhues, relationships never end, they just change. A person isn’t who he was during some conversations, but he is what he was throughout the relationship. Relationships are complex and every relationship goes through it’s own up’s and down’s. How we handle it defines true love.
Yeah I am still discovering the nuances of love, one fight and one makeup at a time 🙂
Hugs!! I dont know whats going on but I pray to give you the strength to deal with it and hope everything gets better
Thanks a lot Reema. Life just turned a bit sore. It is looking promising though.
Relationships never actually end, we just find other things to think about.
Beautiful thought. Painfully true.