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बिखरी हुई ज़िंदगी से कुछ लोग चुन लिए, थोड़ी यादें जोड़ ली और थोड़े सपने छोढ़ दिए,

आगे ज़रा सी चली ही थी मैं, की आवाज़ सी सुनाई दी,उसने पुकारा और कुछ ताने कस दिए.

नाराज़ तो हो सकती थी मैं मगर, पर उस पर चिलाने के नाते पहले ही तोड़ दिए

वो आए भी या जाए भी, कुछ फिकर सी अब नही, उसके नखरो को उठाने के ज़माने मोड़ दिए

कुछ तो दिल में फिर भी अभी बाकी रह गया है, क्यू उसके तानो ने आज भी मेरे दिल तोड़ दिए

बिखरी हुई ज़िंदगी से कुछ लोग चुन लिए, थोड़ी यादें जोड़ ली और थोड़े सपने छोढ़ दिए

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I picked few people from the scattered life,

Joined some memories and left some dreams

I had just started walking,

When I heard his voice, he called me and passed his sarcastic words

I could have been angry,

But I left the right to yell at him a long back

No matter he comes or goes,

I do not care any more, I have left the time when I cared about him

Still something is left in my heart.

His words still break my heart

I picked few people from the scattered life,

Joined some memories and left some dreams

 

I picked few people from the scattered life,

Joined some memories and left some dreams

I had just started walking,

When I heard his voice, he called me and passed his sarcastic words

I could have been angry,

But I left the right to yell at him a long back

No matter he comes or goes,

I do not care any more, I have left the time when I cared about him

Still something is left in my heart.

His words still break my heart

I picked few people from the scattered life,

Joined some memories and left some dreams

Out of the nest

She was single but not alone
Few broken pieces and some sores to go
She could have cried some more
But the tears were dry
She knew it all but she always denied

Away from home it was a jading walk
She was scared and bitter
And she was lost
Though past was over it kept tagging along
She didnt knew any sense of right or wrong

The lights were out and so were her eyes
The limbs were paining of exercise
The mind was tired and so was her heart
But she knew she had to walk and do her best
As she knew she was now- out of the nest
~*~

 

You Are In My Thoughts; I Am Not In Yours

You are in my thoughts;
I am not in yours
It pains a little
But I didn’t ask you
I didn’t ask you to do the same
I didn’t ask you to love me back
I didn’t ask you to miss me
I didn’t ask you to think
As You are in my thoughts;
I am not in yours

 It feels frustrating
But I didn’t ask you
I didn’t ask you to be mine
I didn’t ask you to write me sonnets
I didn’t ask you to dream me
I didn’t ask you to be part of me
As You are in my thoughts;
I am not in yours

It hurts too much
But I didn’t ask you
Wish I’d have really asked you
For if you ever feel the same pain too
Do not tell me how does it feels
As I will know it
As You are in my thoughts;
I am not in yours

 

Sullen Skies

Sullen skies laced with sun’s border

Stretched  across eternity

Some grey there and some orange here

Coating the cosmic color painting

 

Rays ornated behind the white ones

Illusive visionary  flurrying treat

Some scattered linear patterns too

Completing the optical symmetry

 

Wondering whats behind them

Some splendid miraculous heaven

Or some alive planetary mystery

Have Gazed a lot but still pondering 

Shadow-the master

It was my master
It knew me
It even knew what I wanted to be
It followed me
It stalked me
It even sometimes overpowered me
It judged me
It decided me
It even stole my thoughts from me
It hides itself
It doesn’t shows out
It veils slyly if anyone talks to me
It never introduces itself
It comes out when the sun shines at me
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Journey

The uphill was tough,
The downhill jading,
Leftoff was sounding festinating
I looked back
I looked ahead
Appealed to me all bedevilling
The path was young
The terminus mystic
Invited me for an eventful enduring
The people were great
The memories idyllic
What a beautiful journey life has been

 

But I know he doesn’t

Love blossomed and I knew it was meant to be,
He too knew this was what he ever wanted to be,
He says he knows me,
I know he doesn’t,
He says he can read my mind,
But I know he doesn’t
I know he doesn’t

 For if he knew- he would feel how much I love,
Its blooming like lillies with silent passion,
For if he knew- how it hurts me too,
Its paining me ever with silent torture
But I know he doesn’t
I know he doesn’t

He knows the song in my heart so is his claim,
Little he knows the pure hymns of his name,
He says he knows the dreamy dreams I see,
But not about the real life where there was he,
But I know he doesn’t
I know he doesn’t

 Now that I’ll be long gone I hope he reads this,
And know that its him that I am writing,
And if he now understands the signs,
Tell him I knew it -but,
I know he doesn’t
I know he doesn’t

~*~